I have a well of secret happy thoughts. Thoughts that make my heart light and the days go by in a pink fluffy haze and wrap me in warm fuzzy feelings. I think these secret thoughts and I smile a secret smile. Yet, I am not sure what, if anything, I should do with them. … Continue reading Secret Thoughts, Secret Smiles
Its my birthday today. Its been a while since I mustered up the courage to write one of these. This idea has been banging around my head for a while though and I think I finally cracked it open. I have been plotting all these year-long goals to give myself yet feeling very much not … Continue reading Happy Birthday To Me
If anyone was counting, or paying attention, I know I said I would start posting daily, and I have not. I realize this. I am writing this to let you know that my lack of posting doesn’t mean I am not working on a post. It is just that I am putting in more effort … Continue reading Just gimme a minute.
Another day here and gone. I don't know if I accomplished anything. I sort of feel like I backslid a bit today. I have an appointment to see a psychiatrist now. At the end of January. So that is good. It was a process to get in. I am grateful I am well enough to … Continue reading Asking For Help
What a busy Saturday. There is nothing left inside me. And it hurts.
I spent my entire day wrapping presents and now I am completely wiped out. I feel like I have been run over by a truck. Maybe part of that is due to all the human interaction I experienced yesterday. But hey, I didn't spend the day in bed! Either today or yesterday. So there is … Continue reading And Now the Wrapping
I swam yesterday. It was my first day going for 70 minutes. It wasn’t hard. I felt pretty good the whole work out and the rest of the day as well. After swimming and all my other chores I went grocery shopping. I got really scared before I left. But I still went. It was … Continue reading 8/20/19 Swimming (70 minutes)