Living with depression and anxiety can be… unpredictable. One day you feel the ground underneath you as flat and stable. Your daily tasks, while not always pleasant, are at least manageable. You end the day with a feeling of accomplishment and a modicum sense of control over your life and how you spend your time. … Continue reading Unmanageable
I was still shaky yesterday. I started to leave the house a few times to go for a jog. Each time I ended up on the ground crying. That is life with anxiety attacks. There was nothing wrong, nothing different from all the other days that I walked out of the door without any problem, … Continue reading When I Just Can’t Leave
I had a bad day yesterday. I had lots of violent dreams the night before. I didn’t work out.
It was a hot day in spring, or summer. It was a day just like this one. (Although it couldn’t have been more different.) It was the day I lost everything. I have lost everything on many occasions throughout my life, different sorts of everything. All of my beliefs, all my friends, my coping tools, … Continue reading A Day Just Like This One