What a busy Saturday. There is nothing left inside me. And it hurts.
HEX by Thomas Olde Heuvelt This was an amazing book. I wanted to start it all over again the instant I read the last sentence. It is about a town, Black Springs, which lives under a curse. Whoever lives there, whether they move or are born there, they can never move away. Anyone who tries … Continue reading Book Recommendation: HEX
I had a lot to do today. In between tasks I curled up under the blankets and cried until I fell asleep. It made me feel better. Now it is the end of the day. All I have left are kid related activities. Things like bedtime, showers, homework, and reading. Their small smiles and rambling … Continue reading As Darkness Falls
Another day done. I did there bare minimum. I didn't do anymore than that and I didn't get mad about it. There were plenty of moments when I thought of all the things I would like to do. I want to put up more Christmas decorations around the house, I want to put lights up … Continue reading I’m Not Ok and That’s Ok
I had another bad day today. After this weekend full of lights and sounds and people... I need some time to recover. Although I don't think I would feel much better even if I had spent the weekend at home alone. That's just where I'm at right now. Still waiting to hear from back from … Continue reading Waiting
Last night I had a nightmare about the ex who used to stalk me. After my marriage fell apart I dated this guy for a while. He was a really nice guy and he seemed to think the world of me. But then things started to get a little weird. I put up boundaries and … Continue reading Bad Dreams
I spent my entire day wrapping presents and now I am completely wiped out. I feel like I have been run over by a truck. Maybe part of that is due to all the human interaction I experienced yesterday. But hey, I didn't spend the day in bed! Either today or yesterday. So there is … Continue reading And Now the Wrapping