This was another day I spent mostly in bed. However, now I have an appointment with my doctor. I am actually hopeful. More hopeful than I have been in a long while.
Just the thought there might be a way out of this cycle, this nightmare, this crippling void, makes me feel better.
I feel different.
My chest still hurts and I am on the verge of tears, even now, but… there might be something new in my future.
And for that, I am grateful.
I am still in bed though. Let’s not get too crazy.